Why do we end up choosing the wrong?
We do this , but why?
Why do we end up choosing the wrong,
But isn’t it right to choose the wrong side?
That wrong side draped in the sari of the right choice at first,
That wrong side which hypnotizes you to chose it,
That wrong side which does nothing but makes you loose everything…
Okay! Have you ever got this feeling in your life where you don’t feel like to do a particular work? Like it was interesting at start but later on it turned to be a big burden on you, you no more feel like to do it with that same energy you started it. You have few plans of your own and are not able to fulfill it because of that burden. Now, you can’t say no to it because it was you who took that work earlier but can you wait now until it ends? Maybe no or maybe yes, its just the matter of expressing it.
So, a few days ago I was talking about this with my friend, to be accurate I was explaining this to her that she should not do something which she doesn’t feel right to do. That topic lasted for hardly 2 mins but it made an impact, not just on her but on me as well. I started thinking about the words I said and now I want someone to explain it to me because I have also done a lot of suff in my life against my will just to keep the other people who are important to me happy but it doesn’t make you happy right? I am still doing something like that, I happen to invest my whole day in it loosing myself in that process. I tried to speak about it but I couldn’t, I just couldn’t spill out a word from my mouth.
Unable to utter a word and a drop in my eyes I just took my laptop and entered into my room.
I have words but I don’t speak, I write them…
