Will you ever accept your mistake?

I have been wondering for 20 years now, do you even realize that you made a mistake let alone accept or apologise for it?!

I have realized that there's a possibility for all types of people with the weirdest personalities (good and bad) to exist in this world. I have seen two extremely close and four-five others at a one-arm distance throughout my life that meeting strangers or new acquaintances with weird personalities doesn't surprise me anymore. They just are way more normal than I ones I grew up with.

I am no normal either. I agree that. I mean it's next to impossible to be able to grow up normal in that crackhead of an environment. But compared to the people, I am probably more sane yet dangerous coz I possess the best of their weird personality traits hence too hazardous!

But there’s one good thing about my personality, after learning about me it's either people love me or they hate me. There’s no in-between for them! Which I feel is good for my mental health because at least I know there aren’t people who pretend to like me coz the haterade shows quite evidently on them!

But still, it isn’t a good excuse to let these people escape from accepting their faults. They need to realize, accept, and if possible apologize (if their ego doesn’t intervene) for my mental peace.
I deserve it.

I hope you don’t encounter such people or turn into one or have grown up in such an environment like me. I really hope so.

Well, if you did, you would understand everything I just said, and if not you will find this a weird-ss write-up!